Just so you know this blog will be full of statements against religion, and god. If that offends you please read no further, This blog is an expression of the writer only, and I am not here to fight with you about your opinions, keep that shit on your forums not on mine! You comments will be deleted if you are a spammer or a christian who does not have any hard evidence other than the bible says so or you feel it in your heart that god is real.. If your on my facebook or myspace and choose to try and start something here I will unfriend you quickly.. Everyone else gets to say their peace I am now speaking up and saying mine.
So tired that is what I am.. So tired of the religious wars that are forced upon my door step. So tired of people thinking if they could just get me to listen I will certainly go back to my old ways of thinking..
I sit here and play those conversations over and over again in my head, how they are worried for my soul, their snipping of papers they dropped off on my door step. The allegations that I will one day without a doubt wind up suffering in hell if I don't change my mind set.
I sit here and I watch and I listen as they tell me repeatedly how wrong I am, and they cheat, they lie, they lie to themselves, pretending to be something they are not. The ones who preach the loudest are often the ones who do the most wrong, who think the most evil in the deepest darkest parts of their brains, as they tell you the bible is real, and God is real because they know it, not because they can prove it, yet they nit pick around the parts of it they will follow.
I sit back and watch as they tear apart any symbolism of love that they have in relationships between family and friends all for the sake of being holy, trying to convert someone.. just because their church tells them it is the way it should be.
I know that this does not go for all people who follow the Religion of Christianity but for the most part it does..
So tired of being labeled as weird, or some kind of incompetent piece of trash because I refuse to follow along and play the game.
So tired of being judged when the bible states that is not another mans job to judge to begin with, yet they all do.. Acting as if their shit doesn't stink, and they are all above me because of their social status in a church!
I am who I am, I do not subscribe to a belief system that bows to a God, if you love me you will accept that, if you don't then leave me alone.
The very foundation of religion destroys families, friendships, and marriage and people still run to it like a flock of sheep.
Can we truly live with out the subscription of God in our society? Truth is it has never really been done, as long as there has been documentation of people and the way they lived there has been a difference of opinion of what God is.. It has changed and evolved over time. The thought that there is not a God is a new age way of thinking and believing. But can you truly live with out it?
I do not think society will ever be able to handle not living with out imaginary friends, truth is that imaginary friends have been proven to be good for kids, and it has not been proven as of yet but maybe it is a part of our survival instinct. To believe in something higher than we are to hand our burdens over too.. I really have never had a problem with someone having that, if that is what they needed to feel good about themselves.
However I do have a problem with being told that their imaginary friend is going to come to life one day and destroy me in a fiery lake, that this being gives me free will and if I do not use free will to choose it then I will be made to suffer? That is not free will, that is terrorism!
How people can continue to worship a God that tells them to strip humanity of all of its freedoms of one's self and not serve justice to the families that need justice I do not understand. Your very commandments says Thou Shalt not kill and killers and child molesters walk and roam more freely than drug addicts. Yet you get out there and fight to take personal freedoms away from people, to be able to smoke a joint, or drink a drink, or what ever it may be, instead of fighting the justice system to hold it responsible for the murders that have blood on their hands, and they walk amongst us..
Living in a city full of pedophiles, rapist, child rapist, I see this everyday. You look at how many live with in a five mile radius of me, it is sickening. They are walking around. And you fight against the right to marry some one you love when it comes to gays, you fight for prohibition, you fight for crap. You fight against insurance paid for by the government, you pass out pamphlets about being raped is both parties fault, You disgust me!
You stand out on the corner spewing your shit, when you go home to live a double life.. The other side of you is something all together less than what you play out to be in the public image.
Then you talk to me about God, and how he forgives sin. Well no where in the book I read did it say that he forgave and forgave and forgave.. Nor did it say you had true free will, it said your god is a terrorist, and if I don't follow him he will punish for not doing so.. That is what I got from your God and your book. So shove it..
I will not bow down before some one who thinks they are better than I am. If god wants me to bow down he needs to show me for real that he is there.. The problem is that it must be one coward of a god to hide behind the stories of a bunch of sinners who can't get their lives half way straight to speak for him. I can't worship something that is that mean that offensive, and if that bothers you, then leave me alone! If that bothers you, then don't bother me, after all the bible says it is not for you to judge me anyways, why don't you try following some of that advice that you preach at me all damn day long for your self.. It is sad that I know your book better than you, yet you come to me with promises of a better life after this one, where is the proof? You have none so shut your trap!
