So I have been doing a lot of mind numbing searching lately. I have been trying to find people that I can can connect to that have similar beliefs to mine. I could list a million things I am against, yet at the same point and time I am not for being a dictator in someones life. Especially in their personal life. Where they choose to be spiritual, or have beliefs in something greater than humanity and life here on earth.
Truth is No matter how hard I search to find the right to live by morals I will never be able to look at morals as anything more than something for me to live by, not something to be forced upon others. Lots of people shout out about their logic and reasoning and their sense of emotions attached to a certain subject, and wanting to force these things onto others.
It is very simple for me, If you want to be a vegan that is fine, be a vegan. Leave my right to eat what I want to alone though.
Really until it comes to the point of harming others I don't care what you do. What you worship, what you bow too. Or until it comes to causing stress in my life.
You know I understand believing in God. I truly do, my choice to not bow to one of the 3000 gods in the universe that is worshiped is that of my own. It is through my own logic and reasoning that if there is a god it will not have any human traits or emotions,and it certainly is not something that could be even described by the human mind.
I find it humorous, that Muslims, Christians, and Jews all bow to the same deity, yet they all see it that they were either lucky enough to be born in to the right religion, following the right book, and know very little about their own holy books let alone each others holy books. I find it even more humorous at how many different forms and branches of the religions there are. The doctrine that these religions follow, some follow the book half way, some change their books completely to say something that it doesn't even come close to.. But none of the follow it to a T..
The other thing that I find funny is how quick one group is to call another group evil yet they are following the same thing? Then you venture out into the world to discover not hundreds but thousands of other religions, and gods, and goddesses. And to me it only makes sense to say how the hell am I supposed to know which one is right? Because with all these gods and goddesses, and religions there are off shoots that make the gods and goddesses have different human traits and emotions. At the end of the day the only thing they all have in common, is they will swear to you that they are all right, and the only way in to the kingdom of god.
So from an outside point of view, you have to ask how can any of them be right? Maybe all of them are right? Maybe all of them have parts of it right? But what is right? What is wrong? Maybe at the end of the day it is not about being right, but just accepting what is right for you and moving along, with out forcing your opinions and morals on to others. Because when you force them on to others and try and make them see things the way you do, are you not being oppressive? Forcing morals that are an individuals own thoughts and reasoning is as oppressive as telling them they can't possibly love at the end of the day, because love is not real.. But maybe what is real to one person doesn't need to be real to anyone else. However why is it that us humans need someone else to agree with us, for us to be validated? Why? so that we can be oppressive in our morals because of course the more people who agree with you the more you seem to feel that you are right.
It is not a validation, it is just an oppressive way to push your ideas and morals onto another at the end of the day..
and thanks for reading my ramblings.
